I had come to the point of ‘believing’ that all that there was is to move from one experience to another with nothing seeming real, only imagination if you will. That doesn’t really explain what I’m feeling but English words seem to be failing me here.
Let’s try this – For example: After ‘ending’ this present focus of Earth life, of living the life of a human, assuming that this is my final focus within 3rd density, how much different will 4th density be? Am I not still experiencing just another illusion of sorts? Even though it may be an experience within a higher density, I’m still only dealing with MIND which is ALL THAT THERE IS.
Somehow this thought has almost been depressing, as if there was no real truth to find other than imagining another experience, another illusion, of what ifs. How do I get beyond duality and still have any kind of experience of interest? Is it possible that total peace could become boring? If Source is All Inclusive then why is there still the need to experience?
My Question This Morning was:
How is it possible to ‘Feel’ or ‘Enjoy” a situation in which I would refer to as pleasurable without contracting the opposite situation in which I would experience fear or suffering? How is it possible to live in complete peace, in other words?
The answer came to me quite quickly:
It is my frequency which produces my pleasure. So at that ‘Higher Frequency’ of Peace, Joy, Pleasure etc., that is what I will be producing within my experience.
Lower frequencies produce lower thoughts and feelings of fear and suffering.
So living on, or in, or at, a Higher Frequency, or a frequency only capable of producing Peace, Joy, Happiness etc., allows me to experience peace, as that is what that higher frequency is capable of producing.
Experiencing fear can only be possible if I am ‘living’ at a frequency low enough to produce fear and suffering.
I still have the lingering question of why All Encompassing Source would have a need to experience further? But really what is mind capable of doing outside of thinking, imagining?
Obviously bigger than my ‘thinking’ or understanding at this point… BUT I KNOW that some part of me KNOWS so it’s okay… for now.
P.S. Thinking back on my Charismatic Christian Days of old ~ that explains the wonderful feelings that we experienced during what we called ‘worship or praise’. That desire for Oneness with Our Creator lifted us, unknowingly, into a higher frequency and into a level of joy which we experienced and loved. How cool is that?!
I could live with that feeling for an eternity! YES!