Why the need to Experience?

I had come to the point of ‘believing’ that all that there was is to move from one experience to another with nothing seeming real, only imagination if you will. That doesn’t really explain what I’m feeling but English words seem to be failing me here.

Let’s try this – For example: After ‘ending’ this present focus of Earth life, of living the life of a human, assuming that this is my final focus within 3rd density, how much different will 4th density be? Am I not still experiencing just another illusion of sorts? Even though it may be an experience within a higher density, I’m still only dealing with MIND which is ALL THAT THERE IS.

Somehow this thought has almost been depressing, as if there was no real truth to find other than imagining another experience, another illusion, of what ifs. How do I get beyond duality and still have any kind of experience of interest?  Is it possible that total peace could become boring? If Source is All Inclusive then why is there still the need to experience?

My Question This Morning was:

How is it possible to ‘Feel’ or ‘Enjoy” a situation in which I would refer to as pleasurable without contracting the opposite situation in which I would experience fear or suffering? How is it possible to live in complete peace, in other words?

The answer came to me quite quickly:

It is my frequency which produces my pleasure. So at that ‘Higher Frequency’ of Peace, Joy, Pleasure etc., that is what I will be producing within my experience.

Lower frequencies produce lower thoughts and feelings of fear and suffering.

Cool.

So living on, or in, or at, a Higher Frequency, or a frequency only capable of producing Peace, Joy, Happiness etc., allows me to experience peace, as that is what that higher frequency is capable of producing.

Experiencing fear can only be possible if I am ‘living’ at a frequency low enough to produce fear and suffering.

Neat.

I still have the lingering question of why All Encompassing Source would have a need to experience further?  But really what is mind capable of doing outside of thinking, imagining?

Obviously bigger than my ‘thinking’ or understanding at this point… BUT I KNOW that some part of me KNOWS so it’s okay… for now.

j

P.S. Thinking back on my Charismatic Christian Days of old ~ that explains the wonderful feelings that we experienced during what we called ‘worship or praise’. That desire for Oneness with Our Creator lifted us, unknowingly, into a higher frequency and into a level of joy which we experienced and loved.  How cool is that?!

I could live with that feeling for an eternity! YES!

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“Physician, Heal Thyself”

I am not ‘whole’ enough to help her or anyone else. And that is okay.

I cannot and should not take on a responsibility that I am incapable of handling. And this is okay.

I should not feel any sense of guilt because I am not whole enough to handle the problems of others. It is okay.

I am responsible for my own health as I am incapable of giving what I do not possess myself. And that is okay.

“Physician, Heal Thyself”

j

Jesus’ Teachings were for Now

Jesus’ Teachings are for Now. He knew that they wouldn’t understand then; but he left his legacy for us today.

NOW we can understand that his mission was to DEMONSTRATE HIS LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO THE PHYSICAL!

We are NOW taking on his rebellious nature in order to bypass the prison cell of religion. Yes I said rebellious. Remember the turning over of the tables in the temple?

They were not allowed to practice his teachings. They were forbidden to follow his leadership.

He was here to demonstrate that he was no longer attached to the physical reality in any way. He could manifest a new body. He could travel through time and space. He could appear to walk on top of water as if by magic. He appeared to be divine, living his life in a way that seemed to be above and beyond what other humans were capable of doing.

He came here to show us how. He was living in the fullness of those ‘human capabilities’ and leaving his teachings for our instructions NOW.

He knew who he was. He knew that he was created in the Image of his Father. He lived his life listening to his inner guidance, receiving those truths and acting upon them. He could not afford to care about the judgment of others. His legacy had to be told.

We were told that his mission was to save us by his sacrifice. We were told that he suffered and died for us. Religion has never allowed us to see his truth.

I have heard it preached that if I had been the only one that was ‘lost’ that Jesus would have come for me. I believe that to be a true statement. I am that important to my Big Brother that he would come, just for me, to leave me his legacy, so that NOW I can understand, I can find my ‘salvation’. I can find my own way as he found his.

And I will say that I was most definitely ‘lost’ and wondering aimlessly in the depths of a ‘belief system’ that kept me imprisoned in the thoughts of unworthiness. I am not bad. I am created in the Image of My Father. I am an extension of Source, of Reality, of Truth, of THAT WHICH IS. This silly little playhouse of humanity DOES NOT DEFINE ME!

So for the receiving of that knowledge about myself I can say that my Big Brother has ‘saved’ me!

Thank You Yeshua! We have waited a very, very long time for your return! Thank you for bringing life back to the light of your word!

j