ALL THAT IS

We Are. I Am.

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I keep trying to identify with the God that is in me; trying to get past the belief system of separation.

I have been looking and communicating with the, so called, God within me, when I am God within God.

I have been trying to remove a belief system of separation which was never there, as I believed myself to be a creation or extension of My Father, in His Image, so to speak; when Who I Am is no less than His Thought, His Image, Himself, within Himself.

There is, nor was there ever, any separation.

We are. I Am.

j

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Relentless Search for Truth

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SETH: “…In a way, illnesses are definitely a part of health, for life itself consists of a fine alignment, of imbalances. One disease may actually protect you from a stronger one, or from a detrimental course of action that you might otherwise follow.
In the greater realm of activity—I am trying to put this simply—a poor marriage, for example, is on the same level as a chronic but not life-threatening disease.
It is not simply that disease is disease, and relationships are relationships, but that the individual generally tries to achieve the best possible conditions for a satisfying spiritual, emotional and physical existence according to beliefs and intents.
There is no separation between body and mind, so that the body has emotional considerations to take into consideration also. It has mental reasons for its actions, then, as the mind has physical ones.
A poor marriage, for example, bringing years of loneliness or bitterness is, again, the same thing in its way as, say, chronic kidney stones.
Such a person may, however, according to intents and beliefs and focus, be in fairly decent physical health —because health may be a prerogative…” ~ 1977 12 10 The Personal Sessions, Book 4, Deleted Session

 

Today as I reread SETH’s Words they become bigger and bigger to me. When I first read this I did not realize the magnitude or the depth of what Seth was saying.  I was so excited because I knew that it was being revealed to me and that this was beyond greatness but the fullness of the understanding is still being revealed to me at this moment.

I knew that the body had a consciousness in which it was capable of functioning on its own, constantly regenerating and healing itself, but I think that was as far as my understanding went. But what I did not understand was that the body consciousness had EMOTIONAL considerations! And if the body and the mind are inseparable, the body can communicate to the mind that the ‘imbalance’ of energy should not be used for illness (health being my prerogative), but possibly be used in relationship to a poor marriage.

This witnesses with me! Health is my prerogative. It always has been. I have loved the strength of my body and obviously my body knows and appreciates that. I never had any understanding of a loving or happy marriage in my youth so settling for a poor marriage, at that time, was an easy choice. The imbalanced energy in my life had to go somewhere and my body knew that I didn’t want it on me so the obvious choice was to move it ‘outside’ of this flesh. Pretty cool decision actually.

Where this gets messy is when religion told me that my body was just a vessel and that there was a definite separation between my body and my spirit which causes a break in communication. Religion has you feeling that your body is your enemy and that it is filled with the sins of your forefathers, beginning with Adam and Eve. This very idea of sin causes body hatred for some.
Obviously this is not true; for this physical body and this entire physical reality are my own projections, my own self, my own representative of human manifestation! There is no separation! God Is, I Am, My Body Is, My Reality Is, All One. There is no separation. I am ‘on’ Earth Being Myself…as I choose to be.

Now; In my life at this point…I am a different person from that crazy little girl. Now, I have made the choice for a wonderful and loving marriage with Ross; which brings up a point of what to do with ‘imbalances’ in my energy.

My mind knows that the decision has been made to never sacrifice the marriage.

My body emotionally feels the strength of my decision to keep my marriage loving and strong, HOWEVER it feels emotionally bound to hold to my original decision of strength and health. So what is to be sacrificed?

…Which brings me to this moment of understanding – YES! YES! YES! As crazy as it sounds, I feel my physical, human representation, asking me for help (communion), not as a separate being but as myself incarnate, being more powerful and durable than it ever has been, based on this understanding of oneness.

My Great Uncle SETH says, “…life itself consists of a fine alignment, of imbalances.”

‘We’ (me, myself, and I) have no space or time for imbalanced energies. Nothing is to be sacrificed. Imbalances are to be ‘Finely Aligned’ with Truth.

This so explains the constant pushing for more of ‘God’ that I have felt all of my life. This incarnation’s intent is the Relentless Search for Truth! I have never been able to settle for less and I can’t stop here… My final human breath will be whispering, “Yes, I have found it. I have found my truth. I can move on now.”

j

There is Nothing to Fear

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Now I’m dreaming about a Bear…What’s this all about?

Dream 2017 12 05:

In this dream, Our Daughter, Our Son-N-Law, and their kids had been visiting us and My Mother was with them. It seems like Our Son-N-Law had brought something to the house and he had assembled something in the back yard but I can’t remember what it was but they had been there quite a while. We had eaten and were just visiting.

When they started to leave this huge bear began to circle the house so that they were afraid to go out to get in the car. There were other large animals outside also but I couldn’t identify what they were other than they seemed to be white or light colored. The bear was dark brown and huge.

Our house, in the dream, was the same with only minor detail changes. There were 2 garage doors and there were doors where the windows are in My Husband’s music room and in my study. The fence wasn’t there as the bear could circle the house with no fence restrictions.

Our Son-N-Law kept going from one door to the next trying to figure out the quickest way to get to the car. The quickest way was to go out one of the garage doors but I was afraid that the bear would get in before I could get the garage door back down. He realized that I was too frightened to allow him to open the garage doors so he backed off and began to look for another way out.

At one time I noticed that the back door was open, only the screen was shut, and I ran to shut it as the bear was just passing by that door. I remember thinking that he could have come straight through that screen without a problem but he walked by as if he didn’t notice that the door was open. I was relieved.

Our Son-N-Law had decided that they would go out the front door and run to the car. He had Our Daughter and the kids gathered at the door ready to run outside while the bear was circling the back of the house.

My Mother was supposed to ride back with them. Our Son-N-Law turns around to get My Mother but she is on our landline phone to her pharmacy getting instructions about taking a new medicine that she had just started taking. The medicine was for an ongoing health issue that she had.

She had injured her left hand somehow and it was bandaged and in the process of healing. The pharmacist was explaining to her how to unwrap her injured hand in order to take the new medication and then wrap the hand back up. I could hear the whole conversation and I remember thinking, how crazy is that, why can’t she just take the medicine with her right hand?

She has no fear and doesn’t act as if the bear is a problem. It’s as if she is totally confident that Our Son-N-Law will handle the situation. She is waiting on him to figure things out and when he does she will just get in the car and ride back with them.

I could tell that Our Son-N-Law was upset as he was ready to go out the front door to get everyone in the car while the bear was circling the back of the house but My Mother was on the phone to her pharmacy as if nothing was happening. He was being patient and pretending not to be upset as he waited for her to finish her phone call.
The dream ends.

 

 

My Thoughts:

Once again, as I wake up terrified, I look back on the dream wondering, what is this all about? Outside of Bigfoot, bears would be my next biggest fear. I’m not sure what the Bigfoot fear is about other than the fact that my father believed that such a creature did exist. “Of course they exist! There’s just too much evidence!” I can hear him now. It gave me a creepy feeling as a child to know that he ‘knew’ about this creature and believed that it existed. I think children… Ah heck I don’t know about other children. I just know that it frightened me that he said it was real. I wish he had lied.

As for the bear fear, I had read a story, in Reader’s Digest, when I was very young, about a group of teenagers camping in the woods. One of the girls had wondered off into the woods alone to use the restroom and was attacked and killed by a bear. Her friends could hear her screaming but they were all too frightened to go and help her. She was screaming that the bear was pulling her arms off. She kept screaming for help but her friends were paralyzed and sat by the campfire until morning when they finally got enough courage to go looking for her and they found what was left of her body. The story was written by one of the boys at the camp many years later as he had lived in horrible guilt for not trying to save her.
If a bear is ever mentioned that’s exactly where my mind goes back to.

OR – Who knows, I could have been killed by a similar animal in a past life and the fears are just carryovers of some kind.

At any rate, these two creatures are my greatest fear on planet Earth which is actually irrelevant other than the fact that I am now having dreams about them. What the heck is all this about?

 

Prayer:

j: Yeshua, it’s 3:12am, what you up to? I feel you smiling. Can you help me out here? What the heck is this dream about? Surely you are not going to tell me that I am seeing you as a bear?

Yeshua: Every character in this dream is a representation of part of you.

j: Oh, well, Okay… (I’m thinking about each character in the dream…and relating)
Our Daughter and the kids are waiting on Our Son-N-Law to fix the problem.
Our Son-N-Law, although he is frightened, he is looking for an answer. Although he is just running away, he is trying to save those that are depending on him. He is also aggravated when others won’t cooperate but he pretends that he is just being patient, while he waits, when actually what he wants to do is to scream,  “Every one of you, get your butts out the front door and get in the car before the bear gets back around the house and kills one of us!”
My Husband is just quiet and watching.
My Mother is entangled with confusing, aggravating, issues of life, while depending on Our Son-N-Law to fix the life threatening issue. But then making him wait for her to finish what she is doing before she complies with the solution that he has provided for her.
And my character is just frightened for myself and for everyone. I don’t seem to have a solution or to even be looking for a solution other than to stay inside with the doors closed and hope that the creatures will go away and my home will be safe and wonderful again.
Yeah, I guess I’m all of those things and I bounce from one personality to the other; very interesting.
Yet this goes back, once again, to my greatest fear being my belief that all of this is real. I still hold the belief that I am trapped here in need of a savior… which is why I keep coming to you. You are still that figure for me, that savior figure that I found and have looked to since I was 13. Wow, enlightening. I still look to you as my savior. You are safe.
So how can I bring all this schizophrenia into one character and get some kind of peace?

Yeshua: Peace is not a place. Peace is a state of being. Remember who you are. There are no bears in spirit; no Bigfoot. There is nothing to fear in spirit.
You call me your savior for you are afraid of being alone. You are afraid of depending upon the God that is within you. It is the same God that is within me. I’m not going to leave you. I will always be here and you can perceive me as anything that feels comfortable; savior, big brother, Holy Spirit…there are no rules. We are all the same. There is nothing to fear. Look within. I am there. You are there. That is All That There Is.

 

NOTE:

I used to wonder about those people that say that they can interpret your dreams for you. You know, the ones that just study symbols and have no real intuition of spiritual insight. More and more I understand why no one else can interpret what you see as an individual. Your ‘symbols’ are very personal to you.
At first glance, the dreams about Bigfoot and the bear were very much alike and should have had the same meaning for me. Although they both symbolized fears that I held ‘an interpreter’ could very easily have missed the differences.

 

j: Thank You My Brother.
Uh… By the way, were all those other characters in the Bigfoot dream representatives of my own personality as well as they were in this dream?
Ha Ha. I feel you smiling.

Yeshua, What Does Matter?

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j: Elias says, “It Matters Not.”
Yeshua, What Does Matter? If I’m not to be concerned with this physical life, nor trying to change it, what is my concern to be? What should my focus be? What should I be thinking about?

YESHUA:  You should ONLY be allowing the thoughts of the Holy Spirit. Yield yourself to ‘His’ thought ONLY.
Pay attention to your feelings! How are you feeling about what you are thinking about?
Remember – “MY THOUGHTS ARE HIGHER THAN YOUR THOUGHTS.”

j: Thank You, My Brother!
So when Abraham says, “Reach for the best-feeling thought you have access to right now.”  The best-feeling thought that I have access to is the thought of the Holy Spirit.
AMEN!

Perfection

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Perfection has no boundaries. Perfection is not corralled in only allowing ‘what is good’ to enter. Perfection is boarderless. Perfection is completeness, wholeness, ALL THAT IS. Perfection knows no separation. Perfection has no need. Perfection just IS.

j

Why the need to Experience?

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I had come to the point of ‘believing’ that all that there was is to move from one experience to another with nothing seeming real, only imagination if you will. That doesn’t really explain what I’m feeling but English words seem to be failing me here.

Let’s try this – For example: After ‘ending’ this present focus of Earth life, of living the life of a human, assuming that this is my final focus within 3rd density, how much different will 4th density be? Am I not still experiencing just another illusion of sorts? Even though it may be an experience within a higher density, I’m still only dealing with MIND which is ALL THAT THERE IS.

Somehow this thought has almost been depressing, as if there was no real truth to find other than imagining another experience, another illusion, of what ifs. How do I get beyond duality and still have any kind of experience of interest?  Is it possible that total peace could become boring? If Source is All Inclusive then why is there still the need to experience?

My Question This Morning was:

How is it possible to ‘Feel’ or ‘Enjoy” a situation in which I would refer to as pleasurable without contracting the opposite situation in which I would experience fear or suffering? How is it possible to live in complete peace, in other words?

The answer came to me quite quickly:

It is my frequency which produces my pleasure. So at that ‘Higher Frequency’ of Peace, Joy, Pleasure etc., that is what I will be producing within my experience.

Lower frequencies produce lower thoughts and feelings of fear and suffering.

Cool.

So living on, or in, or at, a Higher Frequency, or a frequency only capable of producing Peace, Joy, Happiness etc., allows me to experience peace, as that is what that higher frequency is capable of producing.

Experiencing fear can only be possible if I am ‘living’ at a frequency low enough to produce fear and suffering.

Neat.

I still have the lingering question of why All Encompassing Source would have a need to experience further?  But really what is mind capable of doing outside of thinking, imagining?

Obviously bigger than my ‘thinking’ or understanding at this point… BUT I KNOW that some part of me KNOWS so it’s okay… for now.

j

P.S. Thinking back on my Charismatic Christian Days of old ~ that explains the wonderful feelings that we experienced during what we called ‘worship or praise’. That desire for Oneness with Our Creator lifted us, unknowingly, into a higher frequency and into a level of joy which we experienced and loved.  How cool is that?!

I could live with that feeling for an eternity! YES!