There is Nothing to Fear

Now I’m dreaming about a Bear…What’s this all about?

Dream 2017 12 05:

In this dream, Our Daughter, Our Son-N-Law, and their kids had been visiting us and My Mother was with them. It seems like Our Son-N-Law had brought something to the house and he had assembled something in the back yard but I can’t remember what it was but they had been there quite a while. We had eaten and were just visiting.

When they started to leave this huge bear began to circle the house so that they were afraid to go out to get in the car. There were other large animals outside also but I couldn’t identify what they were other than they seemed to be white or light colored. The bear was dark brown and huge.

Our house, in the dream, was the same with only minor detail changes. There were 2 garage doors and there were doors where the windows are in My Husband’s music room and in my study. The fence wasn’t there as the bear could circle the house with no fence restrictions.

Our Son-N-Law kept going from one door to the next trying to figure out the quickest way to get to the car. The quickest way was to go out one of the garage doors but I was afraid that the bear would get in before I could get the garage door back down. He realized that I was too frightened to allow him to open the garage doors so he backed off and began to look for another way out.

At one time I noticed that the back door was open, only the screen was shut, and I ran to shut it as the bear was just passing by that door. I remember thinking that he could have come straight through that screen without a problem but he walked by as if he didn’t notice that the door was open. I was relieved.

Our Son-N-Law had decided that they would go out the front door and run to the car. He had Our Daughter and the kids gathered at the door ready to run outside while the bear was circling the back of the house.

My Mother was supposed to ride back with them. Our Son-N-Law turns around to get My Mother but she is on our landline phone to her pharmacy getting instructions about taking a new medicine that she had just started taking. The medicine was for an ongoing health issue that she had.

She had injured her left hand somehow and it was bandaged and in the process of healing. The pharmacist was explaining to her how to unwrap her injured hand in order to take the new medication and then wrap the hand back up. I could hear the whole conversation and I remember thinking, how crazy is that, why can’t she just take the medicine with her right hand?

She has no fear and doesn’t act as if the bear is a problem. It’s as if she is totally confident that Our Son-N-Law will handle the situation. She is waiting on him to figure things out and when he does she will just get in the car and ride back with them.

I could tell that Our Son-N-Law was upset as he was ready to go out the front door to get everyone in the car while the bear was circling the back of the house but My Mother was on the phone to her pharmacy as if nothing was happening. He was being patient and pretending not to be upset as he waited for her to finish her phone call.
The dream ends.

 

 

My Thoughts:

Once again, as I wake up terrified, I look back on the dream wondering, what is this all about? Outside of Bigfoot, bears would be my next biggest fear. I’m not sure what the Bigfoot fear is about other than the fact that my father believed that such a creature did exist. “Of course they exist! There’s just too much evidence!” I can hear him now. It gave me a creepy feeling as a child to know that he ‘knew’ about this creature and believed that it existed. I think children… Ah heck I don’t know about other children. I just know that it frightened me that he said it was real. I wish he had lied.

As for the bear fear, I had read a story, in Reader’s Digest, when I was very young, about a group of teenagers camping in the woods. One of the girls had wondered off into the woods alone to use the restroom and was attacked and killed by a bear. Her friends could hear her screaming but they were all too frightened to go and help her. She was screaming that the bear was pulling her arms off. She kept screaming for help but her friends were paralyzed and sat by the campfire until morning when they finally got enough courage to go looking for her and they found what was left of her body. The story was written by one of the boys at the camp many years later as he had lived in horrible guilt for not trying to save her.
If a bear is ever mentioned that’s exactly where my mind goes back to.

OR – Who knows, I could have been killed by a similar animal in a past life and the fears are just carryovers of some kind.

At any rate, these two creatures are my greatest fear on planet Earth which is actually irrelevant other than the fact that I am now having dreams about them. What the heck is all this about?

 

Prayer:

j: Yeshua, it’s 3:12am, what you up to? I feel you smiling. Can you help me out here? What the heck is this dream about? Surely you are not going to tell me that I am seeing you as a bear?

Yeshua: Every character in this dream is a representation of part of you.

j: Oh, well, Okay… (I’m thinking about each character in the dream…and relating)
Our Daughter and the kids are waiting on Our Son-N-Law to fix the problem.
Our Son-N-Law, although he is frightened, he is looking for an answer. Although he is just running away, he is trying to save those that are depending on him. He is also aggravated when others won’t cooperate but he pretends that he is just being patient, while he waits, when actually what he wants to do is to scream,  “Every one of you, get your butts out the front door and get in the car before the bear gets back around the house and kills one of us!”
My Husband is just quiet and watching.
My Mother is entangled with confusing, aggravating, issues of life, while depending on Our Son-N-Law to fix the life threatening issue. But then making him wait for her to finish what she is doing before she complies with the solution that he has provided for her.
And my character is just frightened for myself and for everyone. I don’t seem to have a solution or to even be looking for a solution other than to stay inside with the doors closed and hope that the creatures will go away and my home will be safe and wonderful again.
Yeah, I guess I’m all of those things and I bounce from one personality to the other; very interesting.
Yet this goes back, once again, to my greatest fear being my belief that all of this is real. I still hold the belief that I am trapped here in need of a savior… which is why I keep coming to you. You are still that figure for me, that savior figure that I found and have looked to since I was 13. Wow, enlightening. I still look to you as my savior. You are safe.
So how can I bring all this schizophrenia into one character and get some kind of peace?

Yeshua: Peace is not a place. Peace is a state of being. Remember who you are. There are no bears in spirit; no Bigfoot. There is nothing to fear in spirit.
You call me your savior for you are afraid of being alone. You are afraid of depending upon the God that is within you. It is the same God that is within me. I’m not going to leave you. I will always be here and you can perceive me as anything that feels comfortable; savior, big brother, Holy Spirit…there are no rules. We are all the same. There is nothing to fear. Look within. I am there. You are there. That is All That There Is.

 

NOTE:

I used to wonder about those people that say that they can interpret your dreams for you. You know, the ones that just study symbols and have no real intuition of spiritual insight. More and more I understand why no one else can interpret what you see as an individual. Your ‘symbols’ are very personal to you.
At first glance, the dreams about Bigfoot and the bear were very much alike and should have had the same meaning for me. Although they both symbolized fears that I held ‘an interpreter’ could very easily have missed the differences.

 

j: Thank You My Brother.
Uh… By the way, were all those other characters in the Bigfoot dream representatives of my own personality as well as they were in this dream?
Ha Ha. I feel you smiling.

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Focus

j: Yeshua, why am I so angry?

Yeshua: You are summoning the anger to you by focusing on it.

j: Yes, I know that, thank you. I want this to become automatic. When will that happen?

Yeshua: When you stop focusing on what you don’t want.

j: Ha Ha got it. I Love You!

Yeshua: I Love You too.

How Are You FEELING?

Dreaming About Bigfoot…Really?…Geez…

1st Dream 2017 11 08:
There was a refrigerator and cabinets filled with food in the basement of our home and in this dream this Bigfoot type creature was getting into our basement and eating our food at night when we slept. All that I could think of was that I had to leave that house. I was frightened beyond what I could stand. I just wanted to run.
In the dream, my mother, Sara, was there. I’m not sure if she lived there with us or not but we were talking in the kitchen and we could hear Bigfoot in the basement as we talked. I told her that I just had to get out of there hoping that she would have some other suggestion but she only kept telling me that I didn’t need to leave.
I told my husband, Ross, that I couldn’t stand it and that I had to get out of there and the next thing that I knew he was down in the basement. I could hear conversation and then I heard Bigfoot screaming at Ross that he wasn’t leaving and to leave him alone.
Bigfoot screamed, “I can take your wife!”
Sara and I were still sitting in the kitchen but I could hear what the creature was screaming.
My fear heightened to the panic point.
And the dream ended.

My Thoughts:
I guess the obvious would be that no one can help me overcome my greatest fear.
This caused me to question, what is my greatest fear?
It would have to be the belief that this physical reality is real and that I am trapped here, forced to live out this human existence, until ‘God’ calls me back into some type of eternity that I have no control over. Now this is an old belief system that seems to linger on in the shadows of my memory that I have been unable to shake. It doesn’t seem to matter how much knowledge I pack into my mind the dark shadow lingers on.
I know better than this of course. I know that I am an extension of THAT WHICH IS. I know that I create my own reality. I know that I have chosen not to remember who I am for this experience on Earth. But knowing that this is true, so far, hasn’t taken me to the next ‘level’ enough to be able to shake the fear of an old memory. I still, somewhere in the dark crevices of my memory, think that Bigfoot is in the basement.
What I do know is that I want to end this fear and live as I should be living, enjoying, with all understanding, what this adventure is all about.

Prayer:
j: “Yeshua, I know that my answer is calling for me to question so I am asking for your assistance. You’ve been here. Please share with me what you know. I want to live as you live.”

2nd Dream 2017 11 25:
As the dream opens Sara and I have purchased different types of foods that are supposed to keep you healthy. One of the foods was in pie form and tasted sweet and Ross had eaten the whole pie except for one slice.  My thought was at least it’s healthy food so it’s a good thing that he likes it. I was pleased.
We had also gotten 4 white cats as we had heard that pets give you pleasure and would also help to keep you healthy. One of the cats was an adult and the other 3 were kittens; I’m not sure if the adult was the mother or not. As we were watching the cats play we were commenting on how smart they were. The cats did bring us pleasure.
We were aware that there was a creature that wanted to get into our home and we had boarded the windows and doors to keep it out but to no avail. We heard a noise outside and when we looked out there was this creature that looked similar to a Bigfoot but it was totally white. I guess that would make it an Abominable Snowman since it was all white.  And it was wearing baby blue colored clothing. I noticed specifically baby blue colored short pants. He had on some type of baby blue shirt made out of very thin material. It wasn’t buttoned. It was flapping in the breeze as he walked and was just barely hanging on his shoulders.
The creature was heading for the back door and we knew that there was no way that we could keep it out. I am terrified.
The dream ends as we are quietly sneaking out the front door.

Again, My Thoughts:
This is the 2nd time in about 2 weeks that I have had similar dreams about a Bigfoot type creature. I’m only calling it that because I have nothing else to compare it to other than a type of alien; but this creature is highly intelligent, speaks, and wears clothing!
In both of the dreams I am terrified of this creature and I am trying to live a normal life in my home with this horrible fear that this creature could come at any time.
In the 2nd dream, it seems that we must have moved, for the house in the 2nd dream is totally different from the house in the first dream which had a basement. The house in the 2nd dream is basically a doublewide or modular type home.
The creature enters the back door which is our bedroom. When he comes in we are in the front room which is the kitchen and we have an easy escape.
In the 2nd dream it seems that we are attempting to get healthier and to enjoy our life more but that still doesn’t stop the creature from coming and entering the house. It is like he has stalked us and found us at the new house.
I keep trying to understand what it is that the creature wants from us, or me. In the 1st dream he was coming in the basement and eating the food that we had stored there. He told Ross that he wanted to be left alone. He screamed, “I can take your wife.” (What does that mean?!?) And of course, Ross cannot defeat this creature.
Sara, on the other hand, was telling me that we needed to stay in the house. I obviously convinced her otherwise as we were in another house in the 2nd dream, not that it did us any good as he followed us there. So Sara knew something that I couldn’t understand because the fear was so overwhelming. All I could think was to escape.
So, Ross tries to talk to the thing and Sara thinks we should stay in the house with it. I’m thinking, “Are they nuts. Why are they not scared? They just aren’t getting this.”
But obviously I’m the one that’s not getting it…
It’s interesting to me that they are both trying to help me even though I’m not so happy with their methods. And why am I staying with them? That’s also curious to me. It’s like I want them to find my answer for me but I know that they can’t.  It still doesn’t stop me from hoping that one of them can protect me from this creature.
My normal human reaction would be to run away and leave these two with it. As frightened as I am I would have to escape. But in this dream I am staying with these two hoping that they will find a solution. Ha Ha!  And they are still trying to help me. We are now eating health foods to stay ‘healthier’. And we have 4 cats for our ‘enjoyment’.
In the 2nd dream he’s coming in the back door and we are leaving so we have no conversation with him. Is he coming in for food again? Strangely, it seems to be ‘feeding’ off of my fear.

Prayer:
j: “Yeshua, I have to stop running. As I speak to you all fear is released and is completely gone. The creature seems harmless. My thoughts are, ‘so what if he comes in the house; he can’t hurt me’. As long as I am focusing on … I still see you as my total protection. That’s not a bad thing but don’t I need to identify ‘The Christ’ within me; and with that TO KNOW that I need no protection. Is it time that I stop looking to you for my salvation and KNOW that I need no salvation. As you said, “I and the Father are One.” So I can say, “I and the Father are One,” As well.
Is it possible that you are ‘my creature’? Is that why the all-white and the baby blue clothing? Oh my goodness, I have perceived you as… How do I see you? That’s how I see you most of the time with that white robe and that baby blue wrap around your shoulders. What am I seeing? Purity, purer than I could ever become.”

Yeshua: “You still me as dualistic. You see me as savior but also judge and punisher. I am neither. I am your brother. I am Christ. You are Christ. We are ONE in The Father. We are ALL THAT IS, together as ONE.
There is no fear here. There is no judgment. There is only acceptance and a type of ‘love’ that is beyond ANY condition or circumstance.
If I am ONE with the Father and You are ONE with the Father then how could I ever judge you in any form?
There is no fear; only what you imagine that there is. See me as I am and you will see yourself as I am. ONE of ALL THAT IS”

j: “I feel you smiling. I feel your ‘love’ and acceptance. Thank you once again, and again, and again…
Why do I still keep falling back into those old beliefs? How odd, it seems that I am familiar and comfortable with fear. It gives me a certain adrenaline feeling of fight or flight. And I see this creature as being undefeatable so I choose flight in this instance. And this feeling is actually comfortable. Wow.
I am not comfortable with the thought of freedom; actually it scares me. I don’t know how to live free. If I don’t have a decision of fight or flight to make what do I do. How do I see the creature through the eyes of Freedom? As my teacher, as my friend? And then what do I do?”

Yeshua: “You can always enjoy watching the kittens play.”

j: I know that you are baiting me but I’m not sure…”

Yeshua: “Imagine the feeling that you have as you watch the kittens play. Go there. Pick one up. Feel his fur. Hear him purr. What are you feeling?”

j: “It’s the feeling. Again, I know that. I just keep forgetting, falling back into fear of loss.
I just need to keep applying it. Make the choice to feel wonderful, enjoy the feeling…
Why am I so uncomfortable with feeling wonderful? Why can’t I enjoy anything? I always have this ‘feeling’ that something will come in the back door and steal from me, take from me what is giving me happiness.”

Yeshua: “Look at the creature now. What does he look like?”

j: “You. He looks like all the religious pictures of you with the white robe and the baby blue cloth around your shoulders.”

Yeshua: “How could you see me differently that would make you more comfortable?”

j: “Actually, I’m comfortable seeing you as ‘pure’, wearing white and baby blue. Maybe if I could see myself as ‘pure’ and wearing white and baby blue? That thought feels nice but then what? What do you do if you are ‘pure’ and wearing white and baby blue.”
You’re laughing. I love it.
But my question is serious; what do you do?”

Yeshua: “Whatever I FEEL like doing. I FEEL ONENESS with My Father. I FEEL My Father’s love and acceptance. I want to always FEEL that. As ONE with My Father I have no need to have a thought of my own. I  join His Thoughts. His Thoughts are mine (pause) and yours. That is where I reside. That is my desire. That is the FEELING that I ‘call’ to me.
As for what do I do? I do nothing. I FEEL as My Father FEELS. That is what is important. That is ALL THAT THERE IS.
It isn’t about doing. It is BEING. As I AM. That’s all. I just AM.”

j: “Were you ever where I am? How did you get to where you are, just BEING?”

Yeshua: “Desire. What I desire comes to me. I desire ONENESS and that is what I have. The unity of ALL. I see nothing else. I FEEL my way. My ‘paths’ are FEELINGS of joy. Joy comes. Joy IS.”

I AM Thankful!

A few days back I received intuition about foods and their relation to the physical body. And as this information traveled through my belief systems of physical reality, ‘my perception’ of what I received was that certain foods do hold certain energies that can and do affect my physical body.

At first this excited me as I began to think that I could just avoid those foods with lower vibrations as I identified them. This seemed like a ‘logical’ interpretation of what I was receiving as I had heard of others who have become vegetarians in order to become more in-tuned spiritually; and so my immediate interpretation was that I was receiving something that they had already known.

Now this is not to say that certain foods do not hold certain types of energies and various vibrations; in this physical reality, they do.

For me it would have become another belief system that I would have fallen back into; another prison, another maze …

Ultimately I AM Spirit. What affects my physical body is what I believe affects my physical body. My physical world mirrors Who I AM not the other way around.

Ultimately I AM the one that determines the vibrational content of my existence.

For this further revelation I AM Thankful!

j

“Physician, Heal Thyself”

I am not ‘whole’ enough to help her or anyone else. And that is okay.

I cannot and should not take on a responsibility that I am incapable of handling. And this is okay.

I should not feel any sense of guilt because I am not whole enough to handle the problems of others. It is okay.

I am responsible for my own health as I am incapable of giving what I do not possess myself. And that is okay.

“Physician, Heal Thyself”

j

Jesus’ Teachings were for Now

Jesus’ Teachings are for Now. He knew that they wouldn’t understand then; but he left his legacy for us today.

NOW we can understand that his mission was to DEMONSTRATE HIS LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO THE PHYSICAL!

We are NOW taking on his rebellious nature in order to bypass the prison cell of religion. Yes I said rebellious. Remember the turning over of the tables in the temple?

They were not allowed to practice his teachings. They were forbidden to follow his leadership.

He was here to demonstrate that he was no longer attached to the physical reality in any way. He could manifest a new body. He could travel through time and space. He could appear to walk on top of water as if by magic. He appeared to be divine, living his life in a way that seemed to be above and beyond what other humans were capable of doing.

He came here to show us how. He was living in the fullness of those ‘human capabilities’ and leaving his teachings for our instructions NOW.

He knew who he was. He knew that he was created in the Image of his Father. He lived his life listening to his inner guidance, receiving those truths and acting upon them. He could not afford to care about the judgment of others. His legacy had to be told.

We were told that his mission was to save us by his sacrifice. We were told that he suffered and died for us. Religion has never allowed us to see his truth.

I have heard it preached that if I had been the only one that was ‘lost’ that Jesus would have come for me. I believe that to be a true statement. I am that important to my Big Brother that he would come, just for me, to leave me his legacy, so that NOW I can understand, I can find my ‘salvation’. I can find my own way as he found his.

And I will say that I was most definitely ‘lost’ and wondering aimlessly in the depths of a ‘belief system’ that kept me imprisoned in the thoughts of unworthiness. I am not bad. I am created in the Image of My Father. I am an extension of Source, of Reality, of Truth, of THAT WHICH IS. This silly little playhouse of humanity DOES NOT DEFINE ME!

So for the receiving of that knowledge about myself I can say that my Big Brother has ‘saved’ me!

Thank You Yeshua! We have waited a very, very long time for your return! Thank you for bringing life back to the light of your word!

j

Who I Am

During the night, once again, I was asking for help to recognize and experience Who I Am. Every vision that I could conger up was of a separation between what I have known to be my reality on earth and what I want to experience of My Father’s World. I wanted nothing more to do with 3rd density Earth existence. I wanted completely away from it. I wanted it wiped from my memory, GONE!
But I noticed that I kept going back to what I had enjoyed here and I thought for a long time about my life with my husband, the joys that I have had with my girls, Jekyll Island, even ‘worshiping’ God, even though that required a permission slip to see My Father as a separate being from myself, which in actuality I do have an individual essence of a sort, at least that is my understanding. At any rate I So Enjoyed Worship and Praise and the feeling of unity with My Father.
I thought about the talks that I have had with my mother. I thought back when my son was a little boy and how pleasant and funny that he was. I thought of my horses and how they represented freedom to me, of how I love swimming and how I miss doing that now, dancing, singing, working in my garden, riding my bike, drawing, painting my house and constantly redecorating… on and on I remembered the joys. Then my mind kept going back to the fence that I wanted to put across the back of our property and the roof that I wanted for the back patio. And if I had some money that I should see about having my teeth fixed and then I got mad at myself for thinking about ‘accepting’ something artificial in my mouth besides real teeth…yuck. I should be able to create REAL teeth.
Slowly…because I can be a little thick sometimes…I began to recognize that I was receiving the revelation that I had been BEGGING for. I WAS experiencing Who I Am. I Am a creator and it’s okay if I create what makes me happy and it’s okay if I create in 3rd density or 4th or 5th or 6th density. It’s okay if I create on Earth or Mars or Pandora or Heaven. I Am A Creator and I have been trying to imagine myself enmeshed somehow within My Father, with no imagination of my own.
I wanted the veil removed BUT THEN WHAT? I didn’t know. All I knew was that I didn’t want the pain of this Earth hurting me anymore and I knew that My Father was my answer to my health and peace and joy. The revelation that I found myself receiving was that I Am and Can Be healed and happy and full of joy in my own individual creations. I don’t have to give that part of myself away to experience My Father’s Peace and Love.
What I found out was that I don’t have to SEPARATE myself from anything or to anything. I just need to be Who I Am wherever I care to be. I am a creator and it is within my power to BE happy and free and peaceful.
I can be a swimmer. I can be an artist. I can love my husband. I can enjoy my kids. I can collect angel statues and paint ceramic cats and ducks if that is my choice. I can plant 50 daffodils and enjoy their beauty when they bloom. I can plan to put a fence in my backyard and a roof over my patio if that is what I choose. And I can create real teeth.  What would Jesus do? Ha Ha, whatever he wants to do, that’s what he would do. Whatever the heck he feels like doing is what he does! So I guess that means that I can too.

J

Holy Son of God

2013 04 14 ~ How could a Holy Son of God Create a world that is Unholy?

“You didn’t. All you did is think of how a world would be without a Holy God, knowing that such a world could not be holy. You haven’t created this world, for no such world could ever be possible because there is a Holy God which is eternally unchangeable, who created His Own Holy and Perfect World of which you are a part. The thought that you had was no more than just a thought, it was not an imperfect creation within a perfect world, for that cannot be. Perfection creates only perfection. As you had the thought of how a world would be without a Perfect and Holy God, you knew that such a world could only be chaotic and unbalanced, so, within your thinking, that is how you have imagined this imperfect and unbalanced world of fantasy. This does not make you a sinner as you haven’t sinned. This does not make you separate from God because you never went anywhere. This doesn’t mean that you are lost because God knows that you are only thinking and doesn’t recognize nor participate in your imaginary world any more than you recognize or participate in another person’s dream. You are His Child created in His Image and that will never change. You are unchangeable. It is impossible to go anywhere else, simply because there is nowhere else to go. God is all there is. There is no earth, no planets, no animals or humans… God is and that is all that there is. You may think of other places and things, knowing that they would have to be imperfect “IF” God’s Kingdom did not exist, but that could never make these things be true. A world of birth and death could never exist within God as He was never born nor will He ever die, and anything that God creates, such as yourself, could only be created in the perfection that He IS. His children could never be lost because He could never be lost. Perfection could never create imperfection. Only in your thought of how a world would be without a Perfect God could an imperfect world ever be imagined, because only in your thinking could such a place ever be imagined. As you thought of how this imperfect world would be, you imagined how it would be if you lived in such a world, knowing, that your life in such an impossible world, could only be chaotic and imperfect, filled with death and inequality, with all being unequal and individual. As our true existence within Our Father’s Kingdom, all is equal and all is One, with no division, whole and complete. God IS and This Is All That Is. No amount of imagination could ever change that fact. You can do no more harm than to think how another world could be. You cannot create anything any different because nothing any different from God can be created. So if you still are thinking that God created an imperfect world with imperfect creatures that could choose to disobey; that is all that you are doing, just thinking. Your thoughts of hell do not make hell a real place. Your thoughts of a world of murder could never make you a murderer. You may think that you are living in this imaginary imperfect world, where God created a man and a woman who made the choice to eat from a tree that was forbidden, but that doesn’t make that story true. You can think what you want, believe God to be a god of judgment and punishment, a god that demands perfect obedience to imperfect if you care to, but your thinking can never change the fact that your God is all and all Perfect Love and Peace, and a God of Perfect Love and Peace could never see His Children in any other form than what they truly are, His Perfect Creation as His own Love and Peace could only create. The only hell that has ever existed has been in your mind, knowing that a world without God’s Perfection could only be hell. And that is a true thought. Think. Where are you right now? You are safe within your Father’s Kingdom where you have always been and always will be. It would be impossible for you to leave. Any reference to you leaving and returning, being lost and needing salvation are only metaphoric terms used for teaching purposes. If you think that you are lost, then you will think that you need a savior to lead you home. Symbolism in this format is only useful if you have been afraid or cannot believe the real truth. If you think of me as your savior who has the ability to help you, then that will be our first step in understanding, as I can open the door to your mind and lead your thoughts back home. You have not and could not ever leave your home, you have only wondered off in your own thoughts, thinking them to be true. Nothing has changed for you, God is not mad at you. He has not kicked you out of His Holy Garden. You have done no wrong, you only think that you have and your own guilt imagines more and more punishments for you. You do not live within this chaotic world that you have imagined. Many, many books have been written, stating that a Perfect God created a world that became imperfect, but just because it was written in a book, that doesn’t make it true. Sermons are preached daily about this sinful world, but just because someone preaches it, doesn’t make it true. How could every sermon be true within a chaotic world filled with different religions? These are all just thoughts based on guilt, thinking that you have sinned against God and are damned for punishment without repentance. The only repentance that is needed, (repentance meaning complete change), is a complete change of thought. You have had the thought of how a world could be without a Perfect God. You knew this world would have to be a hell without Your God which was a correct thought. You have explored this thought system to its completion, knowing that such a world could only be a world of hate and murder. You have imagined every scenario trying to think of a way in which a non-peaceful world could find peace, knowing that this could never be possible. You know now that a world without God could never ‘find’ God or become like God if He did not exist. It is time to bring your thinking home. You have explored every aspect of that scenario and found it crazy and impossible. Anyone living in such a world could only experience pain and sadness. However, no such world exists, nor could it ever possibly exist. Perfection cannot create imperfection so what a waste of time to think about such a thing. We have learned a great lesson from these thoughts that assure us of God’s Truth. God Is and Nothing Else Is. It doesn’t matter if you don’t believe this or you happen to have another thought, that doesn’t change God just because you think that He is something that He isn’t and it doesn’t change you from being His Son and Perfect Creation just because you imagine yourself to be living in a world without God. You don’t and that Is God’s Truth. You are His Image. You are within Him. He doesn’t change and neither can you. You cannot fall from grace any more than He can. Your God is eternal, perfect and complete, and there is no thought that could ever change that. And you being within Him are also eternal, perfect and complete, lacking nothing. It doesn’t matter if you think of yourself as a prodigal son, and think that you have to return as a slave to be fed. Your Father Knows You Are His Son, not his slave, not his servant, His Son. You have always and only been His Son, nothing more, nothing less. And you will always be His Son, His Perfect Son, whole and complete in Him. This will never change. It cannot change. What is within God is God and that is all That There Is.”

What a waste of time, this thinking. I don’t want to think any more :0). Imperfection can never become perfect any more than perfection can become imperfection. I am not a lost person that needs to be found. I am at home with My Father and I will forever be in His Presence. I think that I will think on these thoughts for a while, until all other useless ‘thinkings’ disappear from my thoughts. This would be the Mind of Christ, Yeshua, am I correct here?

“You are correct. You are the Mind of Christ”

Are? As in part of?

“As in being, just be.”

And stop imagining other scenarios right?

“There are no other.”

If it is Easy, it is Not Valued; If it is Easy, There is No Challenge

It seems that this would be the key to the creation of this entire universe to me. If we want to play games then it makes total sense that we would make them as complicated as possible just for the fun of it. What fun is a game without a challenge? We want the challenge of trying to figure out the strategy for ourselves. We want to be the winners because we figured it out so we create the most complicated game strategies and rules that are ‘mentally’ possible for us just for the thrill! Even if it frightens us we will still watch the scary movie to see how and why Norman Bates kills the girl in the shower. ‘Secretly’ we want to feel the fear! We want to see if we can figure out the most complicated cases.
We cannot be bored or we will not play.

Excerpt from Elias’ session 228:
Question: I believe it is possible to go from nearsightedness to perfect eyesight, but I don’t know the methodology or practical procedures of doing so, and I have never met anyone who has done that.
ELIAS: And it is not necessary to objectively know the methodology. What is important to know is precisely what we have been discussing: the importance of your not wanting the sight that you have created. When that becomes less important, you will generate much more success in altering your sight. As it continues to be very important, you continue to create it.
Question: So I have to keep looking for the motive, the reason why I supposedly don’t want good eyesight?
ELIAS: Or you can simplify and merely begin to lessen the importance of what you do not like.
Question: How do you do that? It’s not easy.
ELIAS: It is not easy, for you create it to be complicated. (Laughter) But in actuality, it is quite simple and it is quite easy. But you incorporate fascinations with complicating and generating much more energy than is necessary.
If it is easy, it is not valued; if it is easy, there is no challenge. But if it is complicated, you can unravel it, and that is an action that you are all quite fascinated with.
It may be likened to a present: if an individual hands you a gift and it is unwrapped, you may accept it and you may thank them; if an individual hands you a gift and it is wrapped in paper and in strings and you must unwrap it, you will generate more excitement, for you have presented yourself a surprise. You may receive the same gift, but the one that is wrapped will be more exciting, for it is more complicated. (Chuckles)    ©2015 Mary Ennis. All Rights Reserved.

Wow, what I have learned about myself today. I understand why I do not like games. I have made the decision to back away from challenges and confrontations as much as possible as this is my final focus and I am searching for a better way, an easier way…
I am searching for TRUTH! And everything else bores me. How’s that for the ultimate oxymoron of humanity! YES!
Thank You Father… and Elias…and Yeshua, My Brother… (It feels so good to know that asking for help is a good thing. I don’t have to have all the answers myself… even though I really do I just don’t remember. That’s why I need help. Ha! Ha!)
I guess it’s somewhat funny to me to remember that I went to bed asking for help and waking up this morning with the knowing that even as Our Father loves creation and creating and we have taken on those ‘experiences’ He never meant for me to ‘forget’ who I AM in the process! That was my decision… Thus ‘the tiny mad idea’.