The Mega Dream

The Mega DreamI woke up hearing a voice saying, “I did not pursue the Mega Dream.”

It was as if I was overhearing a conversation that two other people were having. Perhaps it was a counterpart of mine? At any rate, if I didn’t pursue the Mega Dream, I am pursuing it now. Which makes me ask the question, what is the Mega Dream?

My thought was of Daniel in the lions’ den and not being eaten by the lions; and the 3 Hebrew children that were thrown in the fire and were not burned. (Which makes me wonder, once again, if these stories were reality? Were these men actually enlightened figures on this planet or were the stories just an attempt to describe enlightenment within a story that people of that time period, and this one, could understand?)

I do not think that the Mega Dream would be a physical ‘heaven’ on Earth but that regardless, or in spite of Earth, I reside in a heavenly state of being.

My thoughts are free and open to intuition. My feelings are pure and peaceful. I am assured of who I am and that dreams cannot hurt me. I feel joy.

My heart is free to pursue happiness, wholeness; to be complete and unaffected by the dream, any dream.

That’s my idea of the Mega Dream.

 

As I was typing this my curiosity said that I should look up mega. I looked up the definition of the word mega and it said: Surpassing other examples of its kind; extraordinary, very good; successful.

This made me think, just for a second, that maybe I had misinterpreted the voice of the message. (Second guessing, again; what a waste of ‘time’. He He. How many times have I fallen for ‘that second thought’? Way too many!)

BUT I can’t deny the FEELING that I had as I heard the voice, that I could have been pursuing that ultimate feeling, that ultimate place or state of being where nothing physical matters.

I was right the first time.

j

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Jesus’ Teachings were for Now

Jesus’ Teachings are for Now. He knew that they wouldn’t understand then; but he left his legacy for us today.

NOW we can understand that his mission was to DEMONSTRATE HIS LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO THE PHYSICAL!

We are NOW taking on his rebellious nature in order to bypass the prison cell of religion. Yes I said rebellious. Remember the turning over of the tables in the temple?

They were not allowed to practice his teachings. They were forbidden to follow his leadership.

He was here to demonstrate that he was no longer attached to the physical reality in any way. He could manifest a new body. He could travel through time and space. He could appear to walk on top of water as if by magic. He appeared to be divine, living his life in a way that seemed to be above and beyond what other humans were capable of doing.

He came here to show us how. He was living in the fullness of those ‘human capabilities’ and leaving his teachings for our instructions NOW.

He knew who he was. He knew that he was created in the Image of his Father. He lived his life listening to his inner guidance, receiving those truths and acting upon them. He could not afford to care about the judgment of others. His legacy had to be told.

We were told that his mission was to save us by his sacrifice. We were told that he suffered and died for us. Religion has never allowed us to see his truth.

I have heard it preached that if I had been the only one that was ‘lost’ that Jesus would have come for me. I believe that to be a true statement. I am that important to my Big Brother that he would come, just for me, to leave me his legacy, so that NOW I can understand, I can find my ‘salvation’. I can find my own way as he found his.

And I will say that I was most definitely ‘lost’ and wondering aimlessly in the depths of a ‘belief system’ that kept me imprisoned in the thoughts of unworthiness. I am not bad. I am created in the Image of My Father. I am an extension of Source, of Reality, of Truth, of THAT WHICH IS. This silly little playhouse of humanity DOES NOT DEFINE ME!

So for the receiving of that knowledge about myself I can say that my Big Brother has ‘saved’ me!

Thank You Yeshua! We have waited a very, very long time for your return! Thank you for bringing life back to the light of your word!

j

Who I Am

During the night, once again, I was asking for help to recognize and experience Who I Am. Every vision that I could conger up was of a separation between what I have known to be my reality on earth and what I want to experience of My Father’s World. I wanted nothing more to do with 3rd density Earth existence. I wanted completely away from it. I wanted it wiped from my memory, GONE!
But I noticed that I kept going back to what I had enjoyed here and I thought for a long time about my life with my husband, the joys that I have had with my girls, Jekyll Island, even ‘worshiping’ God, even though that required a permission slip to see My Father as a separate being from myself, which in actuality I do have an individual essence of a sort, at least that is my understanding. At any rate I So Enjoyed Worship and Praise and the feeling of unity with My Father.
I thought about the talks that I have had with my mother. I thought back when my son was a little boy and how pleasant and funny that he was. I thought of my horses and how they represented freedom to me, of how I love swimming and how I miss doing that now, dancing, singing, working in my garden, riding my bike, drawing, painting my house and constantly redecorating… on and on I remembered the joys. Then my mind kept going back to the fence that I wanted to put across the back of our property and the roof that I wanted for the back patio. And if I had some money that I should see about having my teeth fixed and then I got mad at myself for thinking about ‘accepting’ something artificial in my mouth besides real teeth…yuck. I should be able to create REAL teeth.
Slowly…because I can be a little thick sometimes…I began to recognize that I was receiving the revelation that I had been BEGGING for. I WAS experiencing Who I Am. I Am a creator and it’s okay if I create what makes me happy and it’s okay if I create in 3rd density or 4th or 5th or 6th density. It’s okay if I create on Earth or Mars or Pandora or Heaven. I Am A Creator and I have been trying to imagine myself enmeshed somehow within My Father, with no imagination of my own.
I wanted the veil removed BUT THEN WHAT? I didn’t know. All I knew was that I didn’t want the pain of this Earth hurting me anymore and I knew that My Father was my answer to my health and peace and joy. The revelation that I found myself receiving was that I Am and Can Be healed and happy and full of joy in my own individual creations. I don’t have to give that part of myself away to experience My Father’s Peace and Love.
What I found out was that I don’t have to SEPARATE myself from anything or to anything. I just need to be Who I Am wherever I care to be. I am a creator and it is within my power to BE happy and free and peaceful.
I can be a swimmer. I can be an artist. I can love my husband. I can enjoy my kids. I can collect angel statues and paint ceramic cats and ducks if that is my choice. I can plant 50 daffodils and enjoy their beauty when they bloom. I can plan to put a fence in my backyard and a roof over my patio if that is what I choose. And I can create real teeth.  What would Jesus do? Ha Ha, whatever he wants to do, that’s what he would do. Whatever the heck he feels like doing is what he does! So I guess that means that I can too.

J

Perception and Prophecy

Along with many, many others, I have ‘seen’ many dreams and visions of battles and wars and enemies attacking. These enemies have been ‘seen’ in many forms from demonic spirits to physical representations of countries warring against each other. Religions have been established upon such dreams and visions.

We are in a transition period of making big choices within a major shift in consciousness in this dimension. Our perception has been, within dreams and visions, of extreme trauma and fear of coming disasters and of wanting to escape these disasters.

We have seen this ‘coming’ shift as something to fear because it has been unknown to us so we are ‘re-acting’ to what we perceive as being something we need to either fight or run from.

In our choice to run we have perceived our escape in different forms of being raptured away. And in our choice for battle we have ‘seen’ armies killing and destroying what we fear to be our enemies.

Many dreams and visions have been interpreted in these manners as we have been so afraid of change. But there is nothing to fear in God.

Our perceptions have been of a god that we have interpreted from a human standpoint of having feelings as we feel and seeing as we see and ‘re-acting accordingly. But God Acts. God does not re-act.

We perceive based on what we believe to be true and we re-act in that manner but we have miss-interpreted many dreams and visions as fearful and calling for battle when in truth our dreams are just our perceptions.

This shift in consciousness that we are experiencing is asking us to widen our awareness, to see more of what is and less of what we might believe to be true.