Only those of you that ‘listen’ to trees will be able to appreciate this story:
My husband and I bought a cherry tree last spring but it bloomed early and the frost killed it. I was very saddened by his ‘passing’. His name was Charlie. He was my friend.
Our neighbors kept telling me the tree was dead and that I needed to dig it up…
At the end of this season I picked up a Japanese Maple that was marked down to $5 and I brought it in the house for the winter just to see what it would do. About a week ago when I was opening the blinds the Japanese Maple said, “I am Charlie.”
I remembered that Stanley (white oak in our backyard) had told me years ago that humans were the only ones that thought that their energy was trapped within their body. (Actually Stanley, himself, had moved his energy into a small oak tree that we had planted when we moved 5 years ago.)
The other day I had to move Groot (baby white pine) from the living room window into the dining room so that I could put up the Christmas tree so I put him next to Charlie. And immediately I felt that they were both happy and were communicating.
I know I’m crazy. But Alice (in wonderland) said that the best people are. HeHe
The next morning Groot had grown three pine needles way out almost touching Charlie. Since they were both in pots and their roots couldn’t touch like they do in the wild, they were reaching out from their tops and sharing their energy.
How cool is that!
A few days back I received intuition about foods and their relation to the physical body. And as this information traveled through my belief systems of physical reality, ‘my perception’ of what I received was that certain foods do hold certain energies that can and do affect my physical body.
At first this excited me as I began to think that I could just avoid those foods with lower vibrations as I identified them. This seemed like a ‘logical’ interpretation of what I was receiving as I had heard of others who have become vegetarians in order to become more in-tuned spiritually; and so my immediate interpretation was that I was receiving something that they had already known.
Now this is not to say that certain foods do not hold certain types of energies and various vibrations; in this physical reality, they do.
For me it would have become another belief system that I would have fallen back into; another prison, another maze …
Ultimately I AM Spirit. What affects my physical body is what I believe affects my physical body. My physical world mirrors Who I AM not the other way around.
Ultimately I AM the one that determines the vibrational content of my existence.
For this further revelation I AM Thankful!
Perfection has no boundaries. Perfection is not corralled in only allowing ‘what is good’ to enter. Perfection is boarderless. Perfection is completeness, wholeness, ALL THAT IS. Perfection knows no separation. Perfection has no need. Perfection just IS.
I had come to the point of ‘believing’ that all that there was is to move from one experience to another with nothing seeming real, only imagination if you will. That doesn’t really explain what I’m feeling but English words seem to be failing me here.
Let’s try this – For example: After ‘ending’ this present focus of Earth life, of living the life of a human, assuming that this is my final focus within 3rd density, how much different will 4th density be? Am I not still experiencing just another illusion of sorts? Even though it may be an experience within a higher density, I’m still only dealing with MIND which is ALL THAT THERE IS.
Somehow this thought has almost been depressing, as if there was no real truth to find other than imagining another experience, another illusion, of what ifs. How do I get beyond duality and still have any kind of experience of interest? Is it possible that total peace could become boring? If Source is All Inclusive then why is there still the need to experience?
My Question This Morning was:
How is it possible to ‘Feel’ or ‘Enjoy” a situation in which I would refer to as pleasurable without contracting the opposite situation in which I would experience fear or suffering? How is it possible to live in complete peace, in other words?
The answer came to me quite quickly:
It is my frequency which produces my pleasure. So at that ‘Higher Frequency’ of Peace, Joy, Pleasure etc., that is what I will be producing within my experience.
Lower frequencies produce lower thoughts and feelings of fear and suffering.
So living on, or in, or at, a Higher Frequency, or a frequency only capable of producing Peace, Joy, Happiness etc., allows me to experience peace, as that is what that higher frequency is capable of producing.
Experiencing fear can only be possible if I am ‘living’ at a frequency low enough to produce fear and suffering.
I still have the lingering question of why All Encompassing Source would have a need to experience further? But really what is mind capable of doing outside of thinking, imagining?
Obviously bigger than my ‘thinking’ or understanding at this point… BUT I KNOW that some part of me KNOWS so it’s okay… for now.
P.S. Thinking back on my Charismatic Christian Days of old ~ that explains the wonderful feelings that we experienced during what we called ‘worship or praise’. That desire for Oneness with Our Creator lifted us, unknowingly, into a higher frequency and into a level of joy which we experienced and loved. How cool is that?!
I could live with that feeling for an eternity! YES!
I am not ‘whole’ enough to help her or anyone else. And that is okay.
I cannot and should not take on a responsibility that I am incapable of handling. And this is okay.
I should not feel any sense of guilt because I am not whole enough to handle the problems of others. It is okay.
I am responsible for my own health as I am incapable of giving what I do not possess myself. And that is okay.
“Physician, Heal Thyself”
Jesus’ Teachings are for Now. He knew that they wouldn’t understand then; but he left his legacy for us today.
NOW we can understand that his mission was to DEMONSTRATE HIS LACK OF ATTACHMENT TO THE PHYSICAL!
We are NOW taking on his rebellious nature in order to bypass the prison cell of religion. Yes I said rebellious. Remember the turning over of the tables in the temple?
They were not allowed to practice his teachings. They were forbidden to follow his leadership.
He was here to demonstrate that he was no longer attached to the physical reality in any way. He could manifest a new body. He could travel through time and space. He could appear to walk on top of water as if by magic. He appeared to be divine, living his life in a way that seemed to be above and beyond what other humans were capable of doing.
He came here to show us how. He was living in the fullness of those ‘human capabilities’ and leaving his teachings for our instructions NOW.
He knew who he was. He knew that he was created in the Image of his Father. He lived his life listening to his inner guidance, receiving those truths and acting upon them. He could not afford to care about the judgment of others. His legacy had to be told.
We were told that his mission was to save us by his sacrifice. We were told that he suffered and died for us. Religion has never allowed us to see his truth.
I have heard it preached that if I had been the only one that was ‘lost’ that Jesus would have come for me. I believe that to be a true statement. I am that important to my Big Brother that he would come, just for me, to leave me his legacy, so that NOW I can understand, I can find my ‘salvation’. I can find my own way as he found his.
And I will say that I was most definitely ‘lost’ and wondering aimlessly in the depths of a ‘belief system’ that kept me imprisoned in the thoughts of unworthiness. I am not bad. I am created in the Image of My Father. I am an extension of Source, of Reality, of Truth, of THAT WHICH IS. This silly little playhouse of humanity DOES NOT DEFINE ME!
So for the receiving of that knowledge about myself I can say that my Big Brother has ‘saved’ me!
Thank You Yeshua! We have waited a very, very long time for your return! Thank you for bringing life back to the light of your word!
During the night, once again, I was asking for help to recognize and experience Who I Am. Every vision that I could conger up was of a separation between what I have known to be my reality on earth and what I want to experience of My Father’s World. I wanted nothing more to do with 3rd density Earth existence. I wanted completely away from it. I wanted it wiped from my memory, GONE!
But I noticed that I kept going back to what I had enjoyed here and I thought for a long time about my life with my husband, the joys that I have had with my girls, Jekyll Island, even ‘worshiping’ God, even though that required a permission slip to see My Father as a separate being from myself, which in actuality I do have an individual essence of a sort, at least that is my understanding. At any rate I So Enjoyed Worship and Praise and the feeling of unity with My Father.
I thought about the talks that I have had with my mother. I thought back when my son was a little boy and how pleasant and funny that he was. I thought of my horses and how they represented freedom to me, of how I love swimming and how I miss doing that now, dancing, singing, working in my garden, riding my bike, drawing, painting my house and constantly redecorating… on and on I remembered the joys. Then my mind kept going back to the fence that I wanted to put across the back of our property and the roof that I wanted for the back patio. And if I had some money that I should see about having my teeth fixed and then I got mad at myself for thinking about ‘accepting’ something artificial in my mouth besides real teeth…yuck. I should be able to create REAL teeth.
Slowly…because I can be a little thick sometimes…I began to recognize that I was receiving the revelation that I had been BEGGING for. I WAS experiencing Who I Am. I Am a creator and it’s okay if I create what makes me happy and it’s okay if I create in 3rd density or 4th or 5th or 6th density. It’s okay if I create on Earth or Mars or Pandora or Heaven. I Am A Creator and I have been trying to imagine myself enmeshed somehow within My Father, with no imagination of my own.
I wanted the veil removed BUT THEN WHAT? I didn’t know. All I knew was that I didn’t want the pain of this Earth hurting me anymore and I knew that My Father was my answer to my health and peace and joy. The revelation that I found myself receiving was that I Am and Can Be healed and happy and full of joy in my own individual creations. I don’t have to give that part of myself away to experience My Father’s Peace and Love.
What I found out was that I don’t have to SEPARATE myself from anything or to anything. I just need to be Who I Am wherever I care to be. I am a creator and it is within my power to BE happy and free and peaceful.
I can be a swimmer. I can be an artist. I can love my husband. I can enjoy my kids. I can collect angel statues and paint ceramic cats and ducks if that is my choice. I can plant 50 daffodils and enjoy their beauty when they bloom. I can plan to put a fence in my backyard and a roof over my patio if that is what I choose. And I can create real teeth. What would Jesus do? Ha Ha, whatever he wants to do, that’s what he would do. Whatever the heck he feels like doing is what he does! So I guess that means that I can too.
2013 04 14 ~ How could a Holy Son of God Create a world that is Unholy?
“You didn’t. All you did is think of how a world would be without a Holy God, knowing that such a world could not be holy. You haven’t created this world, for no such world could ever be possible because there is a Holy God which is eternally unchangeable, who created His Own Holy and Perfect World of which you are a part. The thought that you had was no more than just a thought, it was not an imperfect creation within a perfect world, for that cannot be. Perfection creates only perfection. As you had the thought of how a world would be without a Perfect and Holy God, you knew that such a world could only be chaotic and unbalanced, so, within your thinking, that is how you have imagined this imperfect and unbalanced world of fantasy. This does not make you a sinner as you haven’t sinned. This does not make you separate from God because you never went anywhere. This doesn’t mean that you are lost because God knows that you are only thinking and doesn’t recognize nor participate in your imaginary world any more than you recognize or participate in another person’s dream. You are His Child created in His Image and that will never change. You are unchangeable. It is impossible to go anywhere else, simply because there is nowhere else to go. God is all there is. There is no earth, no planets, no animals or humans… God is and that is all that there is. You may think of other places and things, knowing that they would have to be imperfect “IF” God’s Kingdom did not exist, but that could never make these things be true. A world of birth and death could never exist within God as He was never born nor will He ever die, and anything that God creates, such as yourself, could only be created in the perfection that He IS. His children could never be lost because He could never be lost. Perfection could never create imperfection. Only in your thought of how a world would be without a Perfect God could an imperfect world ever be imagined, because only in your thinking could such a place ever be imagined. As you thought of how this imperfect world would be, you imagined how it would be if you lived in such a world, knowing, that your life in such an impossible world, could only be chaotic and imperfect, filled with death and inequality, with all being unequal and individual. As our true existence within Our Father’s Kingdom, all is equal and all is One, with no division, whole and complete. God IS and This Is All That Is. No amount of imagination could ever change that fact. You can do no more harm than to think how another world could be. You cannot create anything any different because nothing any different from God can be created. So if you still are thinking that God created an imperfect world with imperfect creatures that could choose to disobey; that is all that you are doing, just thinking. Your thoughts of hell do not make hell a real place. Your thoughts of a world of murder could never make you a murderer. You may think that you are living in this imaginary imperfect world, where God created a man and a woman who made the choice to eat from a tree that was forbidden, but that doesn’t make that story true. You can think what you want, believe God to be a god of judgment and punishment, a god that demands perfect obedience to imperfect if you care to, but your thinking can never change the fact that your God is all and all Perfect Love and Peace, and a God of Perfect Love and Peace could never see His Children in any other form than what they truly are, His Perfect Creation as His own Love and Peace could only create. The only hell that has ever existed has been in your mind, knowing that a world without God’s Perfection could only be hell. And that is a true thought. Think. Where are you right now? You are safe within your Father’s Kingdom where you have always been and always will be. It would be impossible for you to leave. Any reference to you leaving and returning, being lost and needing salvation are only metaphoric terms used for teaching purposes. If you think that you are lost, then you will think that you need a savior to lead you home. Symbolism in this format is only useful if you have been afraid or cannot believe the real truth. If you think of me as your savior who has the ability to help you, then that will be our first step in understanding, as I can open the door to your mind and lead your thoughts back home. You have not and could not ever leave your home, you have only wondered off in your own thoughts, thinking them to be true. Nothing has changed for you, God is not mad at you. He has not kicked you out of His Holy Garden. You have done no wrong, you only think that you have and your own guilt imagines more and more punishments for you. You do not live within this chaotic world that you have imagined. Many, many books have been written, stating that a Perfect God created a world that became imperfect, but just because it was written in a book, that doesn’t make it true. Sermons are preached daily about this sinful world, but just because someone preaches it, doesn’t make it true. How could every sermon be true within a chaotic world filled with different religions? These are all just thoughts based on guilt, thinking that you have sinned against God and are damned for punishment without repentance. The only repentance that is needed, (repentance meaning complete change), is a complete change of thought. You have had the thought of how a world could be without a Perfect God. You knew this world would have to be a hell without Your God which was a correct thought. You have explored this thought system to its completion, knowing that such a world could only be a world of hate and murder. You have imagined every scenario trying to think of a way in which a non-peaceful world could find peace, knowing that this could never be possible. You know now that a world without God could never ‘find’ God or become like God if He did not exist. It is time to bring your thinking home. You have explored every aspect of that scenario and found it crazy and impossible. Anyone living in such a world could only experience pain and sadness. However, no such world exists, nor could it ever possibly exist. Perfection cannot create imperfection so what a waste of time to think about such a thing. We have learned a great lesson from these thoughts that assure us of God’s Truth. God Is and Nothing Else Is. It doesn’t matter if you don’t believe this or you happen to have another thought, that doesn’t change God just because you think that He is something that He isn’t and it doesn’t change you from being His Son and Perfect Creation just because you imagine yourself to be living in a world without God. You don’t and that Is God’s Truth. You are His Image. You are within Him. He doesn’t change and neither can you. You cannot fall from grace any more than He can. Your God is eternal, perfect and complete, and there is no thought that could ever change that. And you being within Him are also eternal, perfect and complete, lacking nothing. It doesn’t matter if you think of yourself as a prodigal son, and think that you have to return as a slave to be fed. Your Father Knows You Are His Son, not his slave, not his servant, His Son. You have always and only been His Son, nothing more, nothing less. And you will always be His Son, His Perfect Son, whole and complete in Him. This will never change. It cannot change. What is within God is God and that is all That There Is.”
What a waste of time, this thinking. I don’t want to think any more :0). Imperfection can never become perfect any more than perfection can become imperfection. I am not a lost person that needs to be found. I am at home with My Father and I will forever be in His Presence. I think that I will think on these thoughts for a while, until all other useless ‘thinkings’ disappear from my thoughts. This would be the Mind of Christ, Yeshua, am I correct here?
“You are correct. You are the Mind of Christ”
Are? As in part of?
“As in being, just be.”
And stop imagining other scenarios right?
“There are no other.”
Along with many, many others, I have ‘seen’ many dreams and visions of battles and wars and enemies attacking. These enemies have been ‘seen’ in many forms from demonic spirits to physical representations of countries warring against each other. Religions have been established upon such dreams and visions.
We are in a transition period of making big choices within a major shift in consciousness in this dimension. Our perception has been, within dreams and visions, of extreme trauma and fear of coming disasters and of wanting to escape these disasters.
We have seen this ‘coming’ shift as something to fear because it has been unknown to us so we are ‘re-acting’ to what we perceive as being something we need to either fight or run from.
In our choice to run we have perceived our escape in different forms of being raptured away. And in our choice for battle we have ‘seen’ armies killing and destroying what we fear to be our enemies.
Many dreams and visions have been interpreted in these manners as we have been so afraid of change. But there is nothing to fear in God.
Our perceptions have been of a god that we have interpreted from a human standpoint of having feelings as we feel and seeing as we see and ‘re-acting accordingly. But God Acts. God does not re-act.
We perceive based on what we believe to be true and we re-act in that manner but we have miss-interpreted many dreams and visions as fearful and calling for battle when in truth our dreams are just our perceptions.
This shift in consciousness that we are experiencing is asking us to widen our awareness, to see more of what is and less of what we might believe to be true.